oh man. i have never been so sad in my life.its like part of me is gone and if you are going to laugh at me abt it den i think u should just SOD OFF because i dont need friends like you.

ah pek got stolen today. if u din noe, ah pek is the BEST and most wonderful bike in the world. i hope the person who stole him is really desitute or really needed a bike or something. i guess i dun really blame the person for stealing him becuase he is a super good bike despite his looks and i guess he/she din noe just what ah pek means to me. i know that some may pour scorn and laugh saying that "its just a bike" but its not. HE was my friend, who was always there for me, who took me wherever i wanted to go and who never ignored me or pang sehed me or scolded me or took me for granted. he was never selfish and some of my happiest times were with him riding around just enjoying the wind.so many pple have asked me "will you cry if ah pek is gone?" and the ans is yes. alot. so this is what grieving is like.

im not angry with the thief, im just sad that my dear friend is gone and that i will never get to ride on him again.he reall did mean alot to me.if you are laughing as you read this then i suggest you never speak to me again.

I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else I'll hold on while you drift away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

Cities grow
Rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one that's gone
I'm still here
Still here

Seeing the ashes in my heart
The smile the widest
When I cry inside and my insides blow apart
I tried to wear another face
Just to make you proud
Just to make you put me in my place
But everything you wanted to take from me
Is everything that I could never be

Cities grow Rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and
I was wrong
Why are you the one that's gone
I'm still here

Maybe tonight
It's gonna be alright
I will get better
Maybe today
It's gonna be okay
I will remember

I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered and
I wanted you to come and make me whole
When I saw you yesterday
But you didn't notice
And you just walked away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

Cities grow
Rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here

The lights go out, the bridges burn
Once you're gone, you can't return
I'm still here
Remember how you use to say
I'd be the one to runaway
But I'm still here